I have finally started my final semester of my degree course. What a journey it has been. The path where i obtain that scroll was filled with so much adventure. Be it good or bad. It was an experience that would make me never to regret over my lifetime. The phase to adulthood has creeping in ever so quickly and yet I felt no change in the way I act or the way I lead my life.
So should I really get something going? Like a vision or a “What do I see in myself in 10 years time” scheme? Or am I worrying way over the top?
Many have questioned me on how am I going to be when I leave the doorstep of my childhood. Honestly speaking, I am a little afraid of what is going to happen in the next few years. Having a such bleak imagination of what is going to happen gives me a certain chills that I don’t usually have. Well, at least this is at least keeping me sane for now.
Going through life as how it goes may come as an excuse of not looking forward or being afraid to accept the fact that you need to be the way it is. God will always being in there for you to be a light (or at least what everyone say it would be). So will you allow HIM to take control?
Honestly, what you got to lose? That’s the only think you could hang on to. He knows your future when no one knows or at least “predict or assume” to know. But the fact to tell everyone or to your loved ones that you do not have a plan but to trust HIM only is nonsensical but yet utter true!!
Well am i explaining about faith or something else that I was actually talking about? I did post a similar writing in which I was contemplating on the course or the suitable University that I should go and look how far has it brought me to. I’m still well and once again going back into a loop where I hesitate to take another step of faith. Because I think when the age catches up, each step takes a bigger load. But does it have to be like that every time?
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